anxiety

it is defined in so many ways, one of them was the constant worrying of the future.

well I figured, since I stopped sudofad and consciously aware of my mind set, I feel a lot more relief.

Today ended up good, my AEM call is up, my BA put, SOHU put and WYNN put are up also, it is a rare day that I am positive in all of my positions.

market open high, by the time I got to my desk, and checked, it is already down. I was told it when down over 100 points mid day but "bounced" back.

So all of my ultra-shorts are ended up positive too.

Hope it will be the same tomorrow.